Monday, December 20, 2010

KL Self-Outing...

Wazz up blogger... I'm currently at Kuala Lumpur.. Yesterday, lepak kt downtown.. Alone.. Sumpah boring.. Today, went to MARA HQ, meeting with Director of BPP department.. Talking about my scholarship, the answer still "sorry" for my foundation programme.. They cannot proceed my application form coz it's already exceed the due date. For me, it's okey at least I got the conformation rather than keeping in the dark.. Thanks buddy for "Nasi Ayam"... Mmg sedap.. Then I went to Plaza Low Yat.. Damn it, I saw bluetooth headphone bersepah just after I bought it somewhere else.. Last time, when I search at plaza low yat, satu pn xde.. Skali dh bli ade bersepah lak.. Accidently, I went to Times Square.. Xplan pn nk g... Xde bnde pn.. Saje ske2.. Hmm.. Congrats.. I spend wisely, budget under control.. Nk shopping pn xtwu nk bli ape... That's all, outz..

*pic at kl will be upload soon.. cable camera left at kedah..

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Decision..


Dear blogger, I really need to come with the most important decision (I think) this week... It makes me dizzy when thinking about it.. Should i break my own priority?? huh, not even once...!! But , I deserve to live happily.. I miss my previous life.. Even I cant easily get anything i wish to have, but i feel free.. Free from something that tied up my life even my mind like what am I feeling right now... Just because being the one who responsible to take care of a secret, my life going to turn soo miserable.. But..Ahh, got the idea.. Btw, sorry 4 not telling the root for what am i talking about..Coz it's something related to me and others.. Okey.. Till then.. See Ya..

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

How to make sure that we are happy..??

Hello.. I'm here to ask myself whether i'm happy or not... i'm not sure actually.. haha.. FUNNY right??
Kinda bored lately coz i'd finished up all my assignment.. whoohoo.. I dont plan to write actually.. Okey la, lets talk bout lates sports news.. Man U 1-0 Arsenal.. Thats all, Thank you...

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Do They Belongs To Me??

Finally i'm here to write again after a long time break... And the only reason is.. Yeah, i'm very busy with my college assignment.. HTML.. BOOK REVIEW.. Damn dizzy with those work... Suddently I remember the one who gave me a lot of sweet memories.. maybe the memories itself always in my heart coz just memories left by him..I miss him. I always ask myself why god sent sumone to us if they just hurting us without any reason and then go away.. Why dont they belongs to us?? Like someone who we think that they are good friends suddently betrayed us. I petend to be happy everyday.. And it's really hurt.. Is it because of them?? Somehow, I will never blame anyone for my miserable life... But, if they felt guilty towards me, just come and apologise.. Dont ask me if they had done something wrong coz I will never say it.. Till then.. See ya..

Sunday, November 28, 2010

HTML Assignment


Harrghh... HTML.. damn complicated.. I'd try my best to arrange all the codes..huhu..After 3 hours in front of my Lappy, I juz finished doing the header.. Like the time just flying away..huhuhu... There's much more works have to be complete.. Book review lg.. Plus Math Quiz is just around the corner.. But it's soo K as long as I would not have so much time to think about something which may hurt me the most.. That.. the e-mail i'd receive last 2 days.. Just ignore it... Sometime we need to be egois even it hurts a lil bit.. Just to make sure that we would not caught into someones trap.. To win it, we really have to arrange our own strategy...That's all..

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Maybe it's too late.. (Epilogue)


But, one day the girl felt something went wrong when the guy doesn't visit the bookstore. She waited for one week. Unfortunately, he still not around. Curiously, The girl tried to find out much information about the guy until she finally visited his house. At the house, she met his mother and told everything about that guy which always visit the bookstore. His mother told the girl that the guy was suffer from heart cancer and was passed away 3 days ago. The girl felt extreamly sad when she found out that the only guy who she admired a lot had just passed away.. His mother brought the girl to his bedroom. Unfortunately, she saw that the guy never read all the comics that he brought from the bookstore.. The girl felt very disappointed because the guy never read every love letter that she place in every comics he bought from the bookstore.. With her eyes full of tears, she walked away in the rain.. The girl must be regret throughout her life because she never say the LOVE directly to the guy... The one that she love the most... 

 If we LOVE someone and found that he was our Mr.Right.. dont wait for some moment to say it.. Or else, we will regret it throughout our life.. Once they're gone.. the LOVE would be meaningless..


@  Apa maknanya CINTA itu jika diberi kepada yang tiada...

Friday, November 26, 2010

Maybe it's too late.. (Prologue)


There was a lonely guy who always hang out alone at a shopping centre near his house. One day, when he walk in front of a bookstore in the shopping centre, he saw a girl who work as a cashier at the bookstore. Suddently, he felt sumthing different when looking to that girl. When he reach home, he kept thinking about that girl and he thought that maybe it was the LOVE  at the first sight.. Starting from that day, He went to the bookstore everyday just to see that pretty girl bcoz he felt really peaceful when he saw her smile.. And every time he went to the bookstore, he will buy a comic just because he wanted to have an eye contact with that girl while doing the payment at the counter.. But one day..

To Be Continue...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Dear Friends..

The Lion Story - Lagu teman
I love this song soo much......
Where friendship will last forever..
With love, i dedicate this song to all my friends especially my besties..
ENJOY!!!

A True Friend Is Someone Who Reach For Your Hand And Touch Your Heart

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Book Review

The Eternal Ones
by Kirsten Miller

 “What if love refused to die?

     Haven Moore can’t control her visions of a past with a boy called Ethan, and a life in New York that ended in fiery tragedy. In our present, she designs beautiful dresses for her classmates with her best friend Beau. Dressmaking keeps her sane, since she lives with her widowed and heartbroken mother in her tyrannical grandmother’s house in Snope City, a tiny town in Tennessee. Then an impossible group of coincidences conspire to force her to flee to New York, to discover who she is, and who she was.
     In New York, Haven meets Iain Morrow and is swept into an epic love affair that feels both deeply fated and terribly dangerous. Iain is suspected of murdering a rock star and Haven wonders, could he have murdered her in a past life? She visits the Ouroboros Society and discovers a murky world of reincarnation that stretches across millennia. Haven must discover the secrets hidden in her past lives, and loves¸ before all is lost and the cycle begins again.
     The Eternal Ones is a book revolving around the idea of past lives and reincarnation. The main character, Haven,  who lives in Snope City, Tennessee travels to New York to find out what the visions that she has had her entire life, are about. The other aspect of this book is the connection she has with Iain Morrow, who she barely knows.
     The book centres around Haven, the protagonist, as she tries to work out what her visions of the past mean, and what happened to a girl named Constance in the early 1900′s, of whom she’s been having visions of since she was little. The visions that Haven has come in bits and pieces, and not in order, so what actually happened to her kept me guessing until the end, particularly because an important player in the story wasn’t revealed until quite close to the end of the novel.
     The world that The Eternal Ones took place in was pretty much the typical urban fantasy setting, with a normal world that included a ‘fantasy’ element. The Ouroboros Society was a mystery most of the way through the novel; its purpose and who had influence within it was hard to pick throughout the novel. Like most urban fantasy novels, the part of the world that Haven was discovering throughout the novel was secret from most people, so this didn’t pose many surprises.
     I actually didn’t mind Haven too much as a protagonist; she wasn’t as naive as some, and could actually think for herself and make her own decisions (although she did make some pretty terrible ones).Beau, Haven’s gay best friend was a fairly likeable character as well. He provided a bit of a link back to normality throughout the book, while Haven was finding out about her long history.I found Iain’s character quite confusing. His motives and the entire section of the plot that involved him confused me a bit, as it kept changing, and it was hard to tell whether he was a good or bad character. However, this did all get sorted out in the end.
     There was another character (who I won’t name because it might ruin the book) who creeped me out a little (okay, a lot), but he wasn’t in the book that much, so that wasn’t too much of an issue.The plot was a little confusing, as the whole story was seen from Haven’s point of view (even though it was in third person) and she kept getting everyone’s stories and motives mixed up, however the whole thing was sorted out in the end. It wasn’t written exceptionally well, however it was written well in that it was very difficult to guess the ending.



Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Wonderful Day (>_<)

I woke up at 9a.m today and havva class at 11.30a.m.. At class.. I do blog editting..Owh, really heaven.. In the room, full time in front of my Lovely Lappy chatting and surfing the internet for something interesting.. Now that i questioned myself.. BILE NK STUDY NI?????? Suddently my hostel block Blackout!! Argh, xjd nk study.. Sincerely, i cannot pay full attention in new lecture bcoz too many class were combined and the hall condition doesnt suitable for study.. HaHa.. Somehow, it's soo k bcoz we really have more free time with this new schedule.. Thanx to lecturers who went for Dip-Ed..(>.<)

(LIKE BUTTON) I like this... Hmmph..

Monday, November 22, 2010

Teenagers Talk

Today I sit for mock interview in my college organised by English Unit. This is one of the assesment that will contribute 10% for my English carry marks in Final Exam. So, I really work hard for it. But I don't feel satisfied with what i've done.. Dunno why.. maybe lack of self-confident.. Somehow, this kind of situation always happen to almost teen-girl like me.. Actually, sumthing stuck in my mind just before the inteview.. Ape ntah, until I forgot almost everything that I suppose to say in the interview..haha.. What kinda jerk!! Whatever la.. Yang penting.. it's already done..

M.O.T.S: Teenagers should know the best way to control their emotions. Don't ever let them influence their   professional life especially for students like me.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Speechless

Time ade problem mcm ni la aku akan jd homesick..huhu.. Feeling like to cry sepuas hati tp xboleh.. Night without moon and stars describe my sadness. Messy, dh la ade mock interview esok.. I'm totally speechless.. God.. I need the strength..

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Welcome blogger.. Welcome 8-teen

Hello blogger..I'm now celebrating my 18th birthday.. Sweet sunset.. Thank to everyone who join my birthday party and also for those who wish me.. I'm totally happy for that... But deep in my heart, I miss Edry and my besties yg jauh diperantauan..Adam, Kak Lin. This is my first B'day without them within this 4 years especially Edry.. I feel like my life will never complete without them.. Yes, actually, i'm not happy with what happened lately..Yela, when someone who u think u can share with, suddently disappear without any reason.. Like keeping yourself in the dark.. huh.. Maybe, i should ignore it but ntah le.. As usual, time is an illusion.. Waiting is only i can do.. For my first post, this is only something that i can share.. keep in your mind, the best will always getting better..